13,06,2007 rainy

After finishing work i went to university to see Dr Ali , the mail server of uni has been crashed down for long , so i could not send mail to him , i saw ishan on MSN so i decided to see him first ,  he is working for a bluetooth project with Ali , The postgraduate office is very new and well decorated , Ishan has a lot of interesting stuffs with him ,most of them are bluetooth enabled devices ,such as headsets and notbooks , he is designing a system which basically acts as a server so that it enables several bluetooth devices to communicate together, he has nearly finished his project ,  i  admire and envy him , he is a mature guy and knows how to show his skills ,  that is what i am lacking of ,  so  i have to learn how to show off and make myself impressive when talking to others , technical ability sometimes is just a tiny part of success , Moreover I need to have a strong personality ,  

Ali was not there , unfortunately , so i have to go to uni again tomorrow ,  i went to library and borrowed some books where simak was doing his research , he is a capable programmer i think , i respect him ,
now i don't know if i did a good choice that i gave up the PHD position ,  when i saw the circumstance and the scenario when they work  , i feel a bit lost .....
i expected too much , so i can not  concentrate on something continously , that is my weakness , so i think from now on ,i should start doing things one by one and make the greatest efforts i can .

the world l learned today is  : beauty , ,the beauty of ........
corpa:::: 
deploy

actually i know these words , but most times when i need to use them , i can not remember , how to keep them in mind is really challenging //