感恩的心

        前段时间出差，晚上闲着没事，想起好久没看电影、电视剧了。想想那也就只有在大学时候常做的事了。百无聊赖中在网上搜索经典的电视剧，有幸看完了这一部11集的日本连续剧《一升的眼泪》。看了3个晚上，3个晚上都哭了。

 

        好久没有这种感觉了，还记得自己看电影第一次哭是在看《世上只有妈妈好》。小时候自己是一个容易哭的小孩，但不是爱哭的小孩。随着年龄的增长，环境的变化逼迫自己变得越来越坚强。也越来越相信男儿有泪不轻弹。但日复一日的学习到日复一日的玩再到日复一日的工作，总觉的自己的生活太简单、太过单调，觉得没意思。有时会觉得是不是上天故意的安排，只有那一少部分人能谱写其光辉的一生，而为什么自己不属于那一少部分。

 

        看了《一升的眼泪》，觉得自己幸运多了，更应该怀着一颗感恩的心去生活。想想亚也与不公的命运作斗争时，还不忘去寻找自己存在的意义 (在短暂的一生中希望自己能做一些对别人有帮助的事，最终还是做到了)，觉得自己是多么的渺小。看着亚也对生命渴望的眼神，对用自己双腿走路 (对普通人来说再平常不过的事) 的执着。 现在走路的时候想到她我都觉得是一种恩赐，更不用说自己能在足球场上自由的奔跑， 在羽毛球场上尽情的挥洒汗水。

 

        看这部电视剧的时候，亚也摔倒、哭泣，家人哭泣我反倒没觉得什么，但看见她笑的时候总有一种难以言语的伤感。

 

        哎。。。或许自己最近太容易伤感了。。。

 

        I went on errands last week ,  and have nothing to do at night, so I serch telepaly by baidu.com。 When the college,I often watch television dramas 。By searching, I am lucky to find a Japanese TV drama "one liters of tears" . I have watch three nights,and cried three nights.

 

        Without such a feeling for a long time, and I also remember my first cry for movie is "mother is the only good person in the world". When I was small I was a child cry easily, but is not often cry.  With age, changes in the environment, I become more and more strong.  Increasingly believe that man does not cry easily. But day after day learning, day after day playing, and then day after day working, I feel that life is too simple, too monotonous and boring. Sometimes think that God deliberately arrangement, only that a small number of people very successful, and why I do not belong to that small part.

     

   I feel more lucky after watching "a liter of tears" ,I should live with Thanksgiving.When YAYE was struggle against for the unfair fate, she did not forget to find the meaning of life, I think of how small I was.Watching her eager eyes to life,  hard walking with her own feet，I felt I can walk is a kind of favor.

      

       when saw her smile in the tv,I felt sad.

 

        Hey...  I think I am too easy a sad...