I find my poor english ability fading very fast

Learning a foreign language means a great commitment to yourself.

otherwise you fail finally, unless you are living in the language environment.

 

watching American TV serises sounds like kinda of fun.

But you can't learn anything without repetition.

 

Learn language is just so simple, to practise as more as you can

meanwhile it is so hard, god damn stress from work, somewhere else will take you down.

 

just keep practise, reading, speaking, listening

 

pretending I were living in US

 

pretending I were engaged in english conversations

 

thinking in english as hard as I can

 

don't give up, be confident

 

well, it looks like I am too pushy.